Goodbye

So that's it, then. Goodbye to Hong Kong and goodbye to C. I don't want to say goodbye to either of them but sometimes you have to do stuff you don't want to do.

The situation with C, I suppose, is of my own making to a large extent. You reap what you sow in life and I guess that's what I'm doing now. As sad as it is, I can't really complain. I've been left before, had hopes evaporate before - I'm big enough and ugly enough to deal with it and it's not like I don't know the territory.

As for HK, I'm hoping the separation will be temporary. I'm back in January and then, all being well, I plan to make some bigger changes in 2012. They're long overdue and I believe they will make me happier; I just hope I have the courage to see the plans through. The good news, for me, is that I've got great friends in HK, who'll help me. Even though I feel like everything's all a bit shit at the moment (hey, I've just been dumped - cut me some slack!) I can get my head out of my backside long enough to recognise that.